Listen

Listen

I don't want to be an egoist

But once my therapist

Said nobody knows what

The key to happiness is

And I was sad and impolite

With so many until a light

Came to me brighter than the Sun

My mind burned like fire

And I was running through

The dark forest of shadows

For years and years and now

I'm here and listening.

Silent noises tearing me apart

And what I merely can do

Is just to scream into the Great

Night 

of Eternity.

(And now we don't know

Who or What we should be)

We lost everything when it began

We gained all the miracles 

When time moved along an even line

It was another life:

We cannot hide anymore

From that evil Bride

There are too many things that hurt

But no way out

She will always find me, you, us

With her glorious fateful whip of 

Hate and Love

Bp., 2025. 07. 16.